I know that sometimes I may not be greatful, but sometimes there is just no reason. That times I feel that I’m going to break, that I’m never getting up again, but then I see the sun and it speaks to me, I feel alive.
So, why do we live so many lifes in one? Why do we keep getting up and falling down? Why do we become suicidal? Where is the line that sets them all apart? years that mean nothing, or do they really? Maybe that’s our lesson, that’s where we have to stick around to learn about ourselves, set our goals and reach them, and then are those moments… those moments we all get paid for our suffer? For our hard work? maybe, these are just black letters on white paper, but maybe I’m right?
I don’t know if I do know anything by now, but I know what I want to find out, what I want to know. I don’t know if I can reach my biggest goals, I don’t know if I have the chance to fulfill my dreams, but I know I’m going to try. I know that there are always going to be some complication on the way, but I can try to walk around, jump above or just go trough that!
Even tough some things seem unreachable, it all comes step by step, start with goals, little goals that takes us the right way.
The hardest is to hold on to your dreams/goals even if they seem so far away, even if they are breaking you apart, even if they mean leaving everything you have- I know it’s scary, but you’ve got to make your next move, there’s no time to stop and think about it, it’s too late for that- go, go, go!
If I were in your shoes, I wouldn’t even try to find someone who gets it, or supports it, cause that means leaving one more thing behind later. Be greatful for what you want to be, but never stick on to them again and again. ‘
If you want to be someone, you have to go your own way, you have to do EVERYTHING to get your treasure. You have to walk and never look back, you have to leave and never regret, you have to fall and always get back up.
Your future is up to you, so don’t waste it , honey! ;]
If you feel like giving up remember why you where holding on for so long!