Par referenduma propagandu.

Lasu diskusijas par rīt gaidāmo referendumu, un brīnos, ka tik daudz latviešu patriotu. Pavisam negaidot, prātā ataust skolā apgūtais jaunlatviešu laiks, kad, savukārt, latvieši savu tautību noliedza, slēpa un nomelnoja. Nekad neesmu bijis galejību cilvēks, tāpēc neizpratni rada šie tik ļoti atšķirīgi, tomēr abi nepieņemamie, uzvedības etaloni, kā tas tagad tiek dēvēts – vienīgā patiesība, pareizā patiesība. Dažādu vēsturisku faktoru dēļ Latvijā ir daudz krievu tautības cilvēku, bet tomēr nesaprotu, kāpēc tie visi tiek ielikti vienā kastīte ar nosaukumu “krievs”. Tautība taču nav diagnoze?! Es neatbalstu krievu valodu kā otro valsts valodu, bet tomēr nepiekrītu pārmērīgajai nacionālistiskajai propagandai, kas ir novērojama sociālajos tīmekļos, kad cilvēki, kas nepārzin savas slavētās dzimtās valodas elementāro gramatiku. Ja runā, tad runā par faktiem, par kuriem esi tiesīgs runāt, nevis māci citus tajā, kur pats neko nesajēdz.
Latviešu valoda ir un būs vienīgā Latvijas valsts valoda, skaidrs, ka vispār pieļaujot referenduma rīkošanu varēja un sākās nelieli konflikti, bet vai tad tiem nevajadzētu būt par latviešu valodu, par mūsu valodas saglabāšanu, nevis pret krieviem un Krieviju? Paskatieties spogulī, sev acīs, un pasakiet, ka esat tīrs latvietis, un es jums parādīšu, kur šauj meļus.
Lai arī sabiedrība ir ļoti attīstījusies, tā tomēr arī degradējas, jo tiek meklēti un atrasti ar vien zemiskāki un nožēlojamāki veidi, kā ieriebt līdzcilvēkiem. Atcerēsimies Viljama Šekspīra lugu “Romeo un Džuljeta”, kurā jau gadu desmitiem starp divām dzimtām norisinās karš, kura pirmatnīgo iemeslu neviens jau sen neatceras un karš lēnām ir pārvērties par atriebi, atriebi par izlietajām asinīm, nebeidzams apburtais loks. Tāpat arī mūsdienās. Neticu, ka iebilstat pret krieviem tāpēc, ka tie reiz mūsu valsti okupējuši… varbūt daļēja patiesība, bet ne pilnībā… Kāpēc tad katru reizi ieejot veikalā jūs pārdevējai atbildat krieviski? Kāpēc jūs vispār runājat krievu valodā Latvijā, vietā, kur jūsuprāt  tai nav vietas?
Arī referenduma biļeteni, manuprāt, ir nekorekti. Mums nav jābūt PRET krievu valodu, bet gan PAR latviešu valodu kā vienīgo. PAR PAR PAR, nevis PRET kādu. Tā jau rodas karš, esot pret kaut ko, nevis par kaut ko citu.
Tāpēc rīt, 18. februārī, izpildi savu latvieša pienākumu ne tikai nobalsojot “PRET”, bet arī sākot censties attaisnot savu tautu, savu valodu, savu valsti. Parakstoties referendumā, tu nekļūsti par latviešu patriotu, tu sevi par tādu sludini, tāpēc attaisno to mācoties, attaisno to ievērojot gramatikas, stilistikas un ortogrāfijas normas. Esi latvietis, esi PAR latviešu valodu, nevis PRET krievu valodu.

p.s. Lai referendumā atbalstītu latviešu valodu kā vienīgo valsts valodu, tev jāievelk krustiņš pie “PRET” krievu valodu kā otro valsts valodu.

 


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Stay true to yourself because there are very few people who will stay true to you.

It’s never your enemies that get you. It’s always your own people.The ones you hate don’t have the power  to hurt you. I know I’ve always said everything depends on the way you perceive it, but sometimes you don’t really get options. See, I never thought I’d be starting to write about people I know, but I’m tired of acting as if I was fine. “It is very difficult to make me mad” – I always say, but it’s really not that hard these days… because no matter what I do, others seem to know better. No matter what I say, others seem to have heard something else therefor I choose to take my journey of life alone. It may be wrong but I was proven one more time that the only person you can really trust is you yourself.  See the weirdest part is being mad at people for doing what they are doing to you when you hate yourself deeply for the exact same thing you’ve done. So what if it is my biggest regret of all? So what if I have never felt this guilty for anything? So what? I did it. I am a bitch too. At least I have the guts to admit it. See, I hate drama, I really can’t stand it at all, so I’ve stopped contacting people who bring that in my life. And right now I’m scared for my life. I’m scared from the person I’ve become – someone who doesn’t take school seriously AT ALL, someone who does stuff to regret with all my heart later, this feeling of emptiness and sorrow…. I hate myself more than I hate these people who are trying to ruin my life actually. Because a friend of mine said : “the only person who can ruin your life is you yourself”, and she was right. I was denying it though…. but I just don’t see a point of anything anymore. My life is so fucked up again…. more than ever perhaps… I’m in the middle of drama I was trying to avoid. See, there is a difference between when realizing your life has been ruined and when you have ruined your own life. And let me just tell you that I am feeling nothing right now. Nothing at all. Just regret and disappointment in myself. And that is the worst part. I can act I don’t care about what others say or do, but I can’t deny I’ve ruined my own life, my own feelings, friendships. I’m the only cause for all of my problems and long time issues. I can accuse whoever I want to accuse for my problems but in the end I should have known better than trusting people who don’t care anyways. And why should they? In the end life always is about saving yourself… You don’t really think about who you’re leaving behind on the sinking ship your running away from… you don’t think about what you meant to them… you don’t think about what they would have done and actually DID for you, do you? And so on, disappointment after disappointment you eventually end up alone and lonely. No matter how many people are there around you. You’re on your own in sea full of sharks and no one will save you when it comes to them or you. Despite the desperate attempts to be angry at others, I end up feeling sorry for them… sorry for you… sorry for your miserable life in denial… life where drama is the way to tell people what you think… where talking behind ones back counts as communicating with the person. And in the end I sit here with an empty heart but I still have more than you do. I have myself. Struggled one, I agree, but I have one. You have no one, you’re a nobody on it’s own. See, I once was there to catch you when you fell but now I’d rather let you face your life on your own…. alone.  And even though in your opinion  I may be completely wrong about the whole thing, because you know you are the most popular person in the World, the smartest kid in school and most probably the prettiest person in the room. you are just a drama queen who somehow thinks that my life is miserable, you’re the one desperately trying to get attention by talking about it so you might as well stop while it’s not too late. It’s me, I get it, people are people, just human beings, they make mistakes, we make mistakes. But when you do, just admit it. Save your soul before it’s sent to burn in the eternal flames of repentance.